it was a simple thing but i was touched haha..:)

11:45 PM

     
this has been an emotional week where i witness various ppl getting angry, irritated, grumpy etc etc..probably due to the stress of marking and planning programmes that are not going according to plan..i felt the physical drain of marking and so called studying when i get home..just want to give up and rest but that will not be an option for now especially when exams are next week and the week after next..

admist all these chaos, i wonder why ppl can get emotionally upset and it can be seen through but i can't cause if i do then ppl will ask me not to be angry..strange..i think for now i just feel like shouting at someone..cause i'm fuming mad with the whole situation..

12:03 PM

     
april is FINALLY over! some big events are officially over, for instance speech day! given a bigger task this time and at the final end, errors were still made, big errors i would say to be found in the programme booklet even but well the event is over! and as i heard the GOH talking about our theme for speech day, i felt a sense of accomplishment to know that i came up with it despite the majority not knowing..so 1 event down!

the rest of the month flew by for the fact is i was hardly in sch..for instance the whole of last week i was only in sch for 2 days..the rest of the week i was on mc till today and thus i have not stepped out of the house for 6 days..having a high fever and not being able to get out of bed was a torture..it was quite lonely actually..there was no one to talk to for the 6 days except the soft toys and when ppl call for work related stuff, not even a word of concern but rather just start rambling about work and i have to get it done at home?i went to the doctor in a daze and i'm still not well today..not sure how to survive school tomorrow..

in less than 15 days time i will have my first exam again after so long..the thought of being in a hall with many others and to write essays for 2 hrs scares me big time..it means i have to go be kiasu and buy pens, erasers, blah blah..hopefully i know how to do the questions..that the other problem..what if i step into the hall, open the booklet and stare at it?wish me luck though..

8:53 PM