just within a few days there is a new outbreak..and apparently its so much more serious than the SARS that we encountered a few years ago..how come it suddenly happened?!when SARS was in singapore many ppl were affected and travel plans had to be cancelled..now SWINE is in and 2 trips are pending..its scary cause the trip is less than a month..i if M*E rules out the no travel policy to the country that is affected then we cannot go anymore..hmm..pray and hope:)

11:06 AM

     
we finally bought the air con controller and so for the past 2 nights i am able to sleep with the air con again..like finally!however each morning as i wake up there will be a super painful headache attacking my head very badly..and i have to go to sch..because of that i cannot concentrate teaching properly ar!!my head hurts now again n i wonder if i should take MC for tmr..i dunno whether its the air con that is giving me a headache..does anyone know whether air con gives ppl headache the next day?haha..

10:29 AM

     
finally the whole long week is over..had different various aesthetics programmes this week and i am glad it was quite well..despite some old haggy teachers who is not in tuned to the new modern school world of more aesthetics, i will hope that more such programmes are introduced and she can banish from this sch if she is not happy with it haha..

commitment..nope i'm not talking about a relationship commitment but rather work commitment..yesterday i deserted any fun activities to go with my class for some CIP work at the northern part of singapore where they had to paint houses for some residents and have a block party at the later part of the day..prob its because its a sat that no one is particularly excited to do the job and around 4 plus the majority of the teachers left..while the few of us stayed to prepare for the mini concert and dinner with the kids and residents, many students commented where did all the teachers went..upon returning to school, i found some of the teachers waiting outside sch, as a teacher had left its car in the school compound and was unable to retrieve it cause the sch was locked and was waiting for us to return..apparently this 'group' of teachers had to leave early so that they could go home, have some rest before heading out together again..at that moment, i was like 'huh'..we were so short-handed, sweating like a smelly pig and these ppl went home to shower to go out?! so apparently that was the commitment they gave when being asked by the head..unbelievably disguisting..

8:50 PM

     
had dinner with nat and dot on tues night..its been ages since i last saw nat actually so its good catching up with both of them..dinner and ice cream was nice and we should do this another time..

anyway i wondered wad my reaction would be and how would i feel after knowing it if it were to happen..and somehow i know the pain would still be there..though i dunno how huge the impact would be till i find out..but i am still hurting quite a bit..sigh..its been a while

in a way looking forward to the trips..yes its trips haha(hopefully lar)

11:44 AM

     
today the head boss mentioned a trip that could be interesting and good..i pray and hope things would be successful and maybe i could have a chance in going..i want to go ar!!!!!!!!

8:41 PM

     
while reading a colleague blog recently and seeing how my colleague expresses his anger over certain issues shocked me..this shows never judge a person by its cover..really could not tell how angry he was over ppl and issues though it was expected..this was mentioned cause i never felt so betrayed or disappointed with someone in the work room..once again the gullible me has presume and assume things..i am not good at expressing my thoughts but i feel very betrayed by this person right now..thinking you were a nice person and us letting you know all the important 'news' was a huge mistake..all i can say is 'if you do not want to go just say..the more excuses you give, the worst it becomes' enjoy your new ppl..i will never become one of them

10:44 PM

     
a few days ago i received a phone call at 1 plus am..however my phone was off and the person who left the voicemail did not say anything..of course i figured who called at last..IF ONLY:(

11:15 PM

     
decided to hang out with some of my colleagues last Friday for dinner and drinks around upper bukit timah area..on the way there, we almost got into an accident..the white bright light appeared and for that moment i thought thats it..well thankfully we were safe and we proceeded for dinner..its been a very long time since i had quite a bit of white wine and reached home so late..somehow as the conversations went on while we were having our drinks, i dunno why i could not really comprehen the feeling..i could not really click with everyone there..this upsetted me slightly as i could not really understand what they were saying also..i realised why some ppl like wendy can click with everyone..prob cause she is able to speak to everyone easily and ppl enjoy speaking to her i guess..whereas i am more of the conservative type, not really knowing what to say to ppl when in such a big group..i was still bothered bout it on sat..however after telling this to lynn, she said a very logical reason being i do not need to have so many friends but rather i am a person who has a close group of friends and thats it..which was very true..hmm..

anyway on sat i met lynn at chinatown..yes the auntie side of me has decided to step into the auntie part of singapore for a venture and to find some things..had a difficult time meeting lynn firstly because of my lack of knowledge in taking the NEL line, i ended up lost..after meeting her, we did not know which part of chinatown to go..there were so many exits and we just ventured out to one area and started walking..i finally bought another pants from the area in which i usually buy my long pants..unbelievable right but chinatown has a good place for buying pants that are reasonable and has my size and fashionable..was quite happy with my buy actually..was trying to find this particular shop that sold buttons and i even called my mom to ask her for directions but we only managed to find the shop after it closed haha..lynn and i were like tourists in that area..we even had dinner at 'food street' where prices of local food were slightly more ex and my plate of noodles was so oily i felt like i consumed a bottle of oil..halfway while eating, a guy approached us and said he wanted to take some pictures of us being the background..i was slightly stunned and just agreed..he took my packet of food on the table and put it on the chair next to me, however at that moment i thought he was going to steal my food or throw it away and i panicked haha..he took a few pictures and even showed it to me..was quite nice actually (the buildings not me) and he said his thanks and walked away..anyway i found the bakery shop that sold hk bread and egg tarts and we arrived at the right time as any pastries sold after 6.30pm was only at 70 cents!!was really proud of my purchases of so many bread hehe..after dinner i drank some bubble tea recommended by lynn..the bubble tea was really ex but quite nice and we went to the super auntie OG..after walking around we still went to have dessert and thats where the bead shop was!!!the dessert was only satisfactory..should have gone to the one across the road with no air con..sheesh..in one particular shopping building where all the travel agencies are, we were approached by many sleezy ppl who asked us whether we wanted a foot massage..do we look like the kind of ppl who needed a food massage!!??it was weird..i guess that concludes my outing in chinatown..not bad though and i forgot to buy my showercap..

on another note i think some ppl are nice on the outside but horrible on the inside..if you do not want to go out just say..the more excuses you give throughout the week the more i will think you are purposely trying to avoid it

8:36 PM