school has already started for almost 3 weeks n everytime i want to blog, i seem to have lots of things that i remind myself to type out..however as i am typing things out now there seem to be a total lost of words..nothing fantastic has been going around school..there are ups and downs..new colleagues coming in and making new friends..i have a new colleague sitting beside me and she is a very nice girl..on the first week of sch she said i was a demure person and i got a shock haha..me demure??!!of course i took it as a compliment lar..then on the 2nd week she said i looked like miffy!!!i was in total shock this time..and strangely the guys around me agreed..huh me miffy?for those of you who do not know who is miffy, miffy is my soft toy rabbit that looks adorable..so apparently all that i am missing are the rabbit ears..she said my face shape looks like miffy..i am seriously amused haha..because of what she said i went home to look at miffy and somehow i still dont get the connection..

anyway different work schedules are out..when the head boss ask u to do relief from 2.30-3.30..can't say no right?then all the mini bosses ask me to do this do that..can't say no also right?so all i can say now in sch is..'erm..ok'..no choice..till the day i get to tell ppl to do that haha..

i seem to be having lack of excitement in going to sch now a days..i know some teachers out there are like 'yay..everyday is a brand new day..love the kids..blah blah blah'..all i can say is gd for you..enjoy it while you can..maybe i dont really fit or want to be a teacher..maybe to me its just a job..i can be very nice to the kids, can be their nice teacher n stuff but i dont feel very proud of them n i dunno why..when the o level results were released n many of them didn't do well n stuff, though i do not personally teach this batch, i don't feel anything for them..i did not want to know how they did n stuff..however, for those of you who know my previous sch, i enjoyed having the kids around, feeling proud of them and the sch and i still worry for them as they take their national exams..

in less than a month i will be a year older..i dont feel any excitement and i definately do not want to have a big scale party at all..having cca on the day would be very good after all..yay..

after typing so much, i suddenly think maybe its the environment..i dont like to teach kids that are complacent and rude..maybe a change of environment might be good for me after all..and if i really decide to have a change, then 6 over more months to open posting:)

i guess today is just an emo day..

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