Friday, September 26, 2008
i'm not sure exactly wad to do..lots of work are piling up plus the current work load is not even finished!became quite depressed again yesterday caused of something my HOD mentioned about something lar..plus all the other crap..with lots of work to do, i have almost no time to do anything else..but i guess thats good cause falling asleep have never been easier and i do not need or rather i dont have the time to think bout him..
last night while talking to gelly and liz, gelly shocked me by telling us bout her leg condition..quite worried for her now actually..cause she is over in aussie alone..technically not lar since her bf n min is there haha..but it would be nice to be there for her when she has such a hard time deciding all the stuff..ultimately its up to you whether u wanna go for one major op or the minor first beanie..and dont worry bout the trip..we can always go another time..most importantly is for you to get well and strong..remember we have the many years ahead!
however, after talking to her last night i began to worry even more..wad a worrier i am..just scared for her i guess..for now these are the more important things that I dunno what to do about
1) the abundance of sch admin work
2) which uni should i go for my degree?
3) should i change school?
4) beanie's leg
i shall just leave out the horrible students and the bitches in sch..
anyway ppl..this year's staff dinner theme is 'HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL'! argh..please give me some ideas on wad to wear!!!!!!!!!!!!tag on the taggie board k..i really dunno wad to wear!!
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
over the weekends, i had sch on sat morning man..however, it wasn't as bad as i thought it will be..remodeling the school may be useful after all..on sat night, i had an eventful trip where i headed with eddy to the singapore biennale 2008..the last time i went for this event was 2 years ago with someone..though i doubt he would be able to remember it..anyway for those of you who wonder wad on earth am i talking bout..the singapore biennale is a showcase of works done by artists all around the world and their use of imagination to create a piece of wonderful art..although when we saw some works, we were like 'huh like that also can' or rather its something that we might be able to just do ourselves, i guess these artists have a different interpretation of it and to them it has a much deeper feeling..haha and to those out there u might wonder since when did i became so interested in the visual arts sector..i mean ok lar its not bad honestly..i really like some of the works n everytime i go for such an event i guess i learn how to appreciate art slightly more..anyway we didn't cover everything and i can't wait to go see the slippers one..shall let the pictures do the talking..although my camera skills are lousy, i had fun taking various pictures and watching eddy took different pictures with his pro nikon camera that even the drink stall auntie thought he was a journalist haha..
ok i will comment on each photo and upload more the next time..its time consuming!no one would know how hurt i am
no one would know how sucky and crappy this stupid school is
yes i'm getting better, i have to no choice..but the stupid kids are crap..the only thing that is keeping me going is the aesthetics programmes that i have to do..i enjoy doing planning more than anything..so should i stay or should i go?i really dunno man..sigh
Thursday, September 18, 2008
1 1/2 more weeks and the exams will be here..can't wait for the exams to start actually though i am not really taking it..this week has been a really tiring week..some colleauges are just so blatently gross and irritating..imagine if you are on course and not in sch and there was a staff meeting that day, honestly if its not important then i wouldn't go and sms you and tell you all the details of the meeting when really there was absolutely nothing important or significant that i have to tell you asap..anyway the point is..if you are so really interested in knowing wad is going on at the meeting then dont go for your stupid course and go for the meeting instead..frankly no one would want to go for the meeting, its a total waste of time and everyone is busy marking..and so when this freaking colleague sms another colleague to ask 'anything important at the meeting', i just jokingly told him not to reply and guess wad..that stupid colleague came msging me on msn at night saying how he was really upset that i told the guy to do that..i mean come on..complete load of crap..
another interesting thing is students having hair cuts in sch..recently our sch has employed an in house barber to cut hair for those students that have long hair n side burns n stuff..since they are being punished for having wadever outrageous hair, they will have to pay for their hair cut..and now, they are cutting hair during sch time and they take 5 periods to cut their hair.. so its like taking 2 1/2 hrs to have their hair cut..i'm not complaining bout this but the thing is..imagine half of your class is away cutting hair and you have a nice peaceful class, and your bosses are complaining that you have to rush and complete the syllabus in time and your class is missing all your lessons!since they are being punished for their hair shouldn't they stay back after sch and cut hair instead?
actually this new implementation was started by a certain 'bee' in the school..rj would know wad i am talking about..this bee have been flying around and pestering the entire sch population with its stinging effect..argh irritating..if you realise my sch already has lots of bengs and lians so the bee is making everyone add to that population with its bengish/lianish moves n stuff..come to my sch n you will understand..
liz must be on her way to hk now as i type this..have a good trip and remember to check out my landyard!
Thursday, September 11, 2008
ok these were the pictures taken at flyer..not going to comment on every one of them like i used to..just enjoy them:)
i had a DREAM 2 days ago..it was a bittersweet dream i guess..first part involved me going to my sch library to talk to a colleague or to say bye or something like that..however, the library was pictured differently and i felt as if i was in a new place..then suddenly as i left to go downstairs, the place became a shopping center n i was like over looking something, sitting down on a platform n he appeared suddenly n mysteriously!it was quite nice actually as i lean on his shoulders and just sat there..then scene change again n we were on our way to coro ntuc with liz n YL also in the car..i dunno who was driving n the weird part was we didn't even go to the ntuc lar..then i think 4 of us were suppose to go liz house or wad but at the turning at bukit timah plaza there, i think he misjudged the road, and we ended up in a minor car accident n were busy quarreling bout it and who should drive the car man..n i think liz won and she took over the wheels..it was quite a funny dream cause i woke up feeling as if it happened..while as everyone says..ITS ALL A DREAM.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
it was the school holidays last week and for every teacher, its freedom from the kids for one entire week..i sure liked that..however i was attending a course at N** for 4 entire days..was really drained out with all the homework given plus the huge portfolio which i handed in finally today!!imagine travelling to the forest area again..memories sure were brought back..its the happy times where i spent in that sch..of course i got to meet up with all the ppl who are studying there now..ate from the canteen, the hub and even the new canteen that has opened over the bridge..it would be really nice if i could go back there to study next year..
and over the weekends it was setting of exam paper, doing my portfolio n stuff..while setting a particular question, my mind suddenly went blank n i had to go take a run to get some ideas..the peach cake i baked on sat night was a total failure..it didn't even turned out like a cake!!! n on sun i met lynn and went to take the flyer for the first time since it was free for us!the area is not bad lar with all the shops, eateries n stuff..the flyer ride was so so only?cause it was so slow and u see the same thing for 30 mins haha..while eating the yummy popeye's for dinner, i met adrian there..can't imagine the last time i saw him was when i was back in nh doing practicum..he was there with his wife and parents i suppose..and lynn made a comment which shocked me but i think i shall not reveal it here to embarrass her but lynn..I AGREE WITH YOU!haha..for the many of you out there who dunno who is adrian, he is this really nice, good looking teacher where i was doing my practicum at and i remember taking a photo with him on the last day..and here 1 year later i see him again haha..ok i'm suppose to talk bout the flyer not him..anyway will upload the pics soon lar..
so after the flyer i went home and did work again..went to sch on monday and the only gd thing is 3 more weeks till exam..muahaha..so the routine for the past 2 days is sch home n start on work..i think i am a workholic..n now i have no work to do..at least for tonight lar but i feel super weird leh..like i have no work to do at all now n i ended up blogging..
however i realise while i keep doing nothing but work for the past few days, yes i have not much time to think of him n stuff..but at the end of the day i dunno why i feel very very lonely and i guess to take my mind off things i have to do some work again..sigh..ok i better stop here
