Thursday, March 30, 2006
grumpy grumpy grumpy..in fact its not grumpy its a sense of lost and a mixture of stress..something strange happened during nie for the first time today..me and lynn were happily writting letter to each other and cause i drew a really horrible picture of the shoes i was intending to buy thus was laughing quite hard bout it plus angel make the joke even better and i started laughing out loud..never laughed so hard before until i started tearing..after tearing it went to crying and before i knew it i was crying..it was suppose to be for the joke at first but i think it ended up crying cause i was stress..too stress i would say thus bringing everything down..luckily mr stead didn't really understand what was going on if not i would be in very big trouble:)after that went walking around since there was a pasar to shop..then a stupid guy tried to cheat nat a pair of earrings..the earrings merely cost 2 bucks but he wanted to charge her 12 bucks..angel got so angry she wanted to scold the guy and spoke to him very sacarstic..well at last she still managed to get it for 2 bucks..bought ice cream and headed back to sch where i am now..have a very good chat in the train with the rest..that i am happy for.6:00 PM Tuesday, March 28, 2006
i hate tues and weds..those are the days where it is counterpoint early in the morning and a lecturer who doesn't give chances and mark attendance straight at 9am..because of this poor ppl like me and dot have to run to school like crazy ppl in the morning..just hate it but no choice..another one more month and yupz its all over..long day today i guess..went to teach in the afternoon and the aussie girl is so cute!i think her mom friend came to their house n the little girl was so cute!!she was like a little doll!!!hiyo so adorable..ya thats all for now cause i think the little girl is like a barbie doll!!i'm going mad..9:07 PM Saturday, March 25, 2006
a long day it was..stayed at home the whole day except going out for dinner with my parents..did my music tech work and organise what i have to do for the upcoming following weeks..must be focus and shall not bother bout the rest already..haha i'm becoming a guai girl now going out every sat night with them while my sis is away..went all the way to bishan to eat the 'golden rooster' stall which we saw on tv on the lost and found food show..upon arriving there at 6 plus there was already a queue and a stupid woman was staring at me as if wad is a young girl doing at the stall where there are all aunties queuing?i wanted to box her man!!was so irritated that i ask my mom to queue instead haha..ok well the chicken is really really nice i would say..tender and soft haha..went walking round the estate after that..i remember long ago when i was still a little kid there used to be this supermarket called 'prime' supermarket and i thought it had disappeared already with all the new supermarkets we have now..but as i was walking i suddenly saw the supermarket!!there is a branch at bishan..haha was quite amazing actually..bought some food and headed home..addicted to books again..wrong period to be addicted to it but who cares..going to get some more books tmr haha..10:53 PM Friday, March 24, 2006
feeling slightly down now..dunno why..probably its cause of the book i read that led me to think even more..wished liz and min is back here this instant so i can talk to them and where did dear gelly disappear to?hiah..what shall i do tmr?where shall i go?i have no idea..lets just see how it goes..anyway had a really long day i would say..went to sch..ate lunch then met dot dot at the roadside and went with her,yiwei and sophia to ntuc where we went slightly crazy..rushed off to sweet classics to get some books but unfortunately its like wadever books i wanted to get were out of stock..sales person was this clarinet guy i know who use to play in nafa band and strangely today he spoke with an accent that i had to speak a perfect 5th higher haha..anyway after that rushed to clementi yamaha to get the book i wanted n its sold out too!its strange..where did all the books disappear to!!!then rushed to teach..one after another..was late but had no choice..the exhausion was killing me but i managed to survive..shan't continue anymore..dunno why..just tired for now10:18 PM Thursday, March 23, 2006
sch is coming to an end quite soon and in a way i'm glad..but then again i wont be able to see some friends and some lunch buddies..thats the sad thing..but when it comes to sch academically there's nothing to enjoy seriously..anyway today during nie lesson we got our briefing on our sch visits this coming june..its a one month observation but in the 3rd and 4th week we are suppose to teach..seriously felt quite sian..its as if everyone of us is not a slight bit prepared at all!on 24th april we will get our posting..its a crucial day and there will be tonnes of forms to print and to contact the sch and this and that..angel and i were quite amuse that we had to contact the sec sch to say we want a meeting with them haha..but well argh..should i be happy or should i be worried?argh..not in the mood again so i shall end here..shall go read a mag and book and sleep..thats what i do at home..hee8:34 PM Tuesday, March 21, 2006
our stupid sch is trying to follow the poly system where students tap the card before the class starts to mark attendance..its seriously a waste of time since 3/4 of ppl dont really tap their cards or they will tap it like much much later..so if they are going to use the attendance from the system maybe 1/45 can take exam only..i mean its just a stupid system which will get everyone into trouble like this morning where all of us were given a nice yellow warning paper..hiah gave up already lar..they have to realise some things they can't really follow the poly system..went to the com lab n check my attendance n please lar i am absent for some modules which i dont even take and for history i am in another class?stupid sch argh.10:23 AM Monday, March 20, 2006
the weekend was very hectic that it was simply beyond words..misunderstanding between some friends happened and conflicts have not been resolved..thankfully i am not caught in them but its very painful to see friends getting so dejected cause of it..its like the whole emotion has been drained out and the person has turned to ice..no feeling or wadever is there anymore..poor little woodstock is going through this phrase now and i hope the situation will get better soon..cause i think the whole thing is simply a misunderstanding..shan't elaborate further just hope everything will resolve cause i think i want to sleep at night too without having to wake up so many times thinking..i realise my brain has became so active at night that it prevents me from sleeping and when i can get to sleep it keeps waking me up..wad is going on!!sometimes as i think why do conflicts happen..but then conflicts do help ppl to become closer actually..you will understand the opp person more and come to realise in this case there has been a huge misunderstanding..the drug theory does not apply here cause one party completely does not undestand what is going on..both have to try and understand each other and figure out..the ending road is never near if the car does not even starts to move..once the car moves then drive carefully and avoid animals, stones and passing cars..in this way you will reach the ending road..anyway over the weekend went for a sso concert..music was gd but atmosphere was very very tense..went for dinner with sophia after that and had a gd dinner at marche..she went on a mini shopping spree and well went home after that..no one was at home cause everyone was at the chalet and i wanted to go hiah..heard zhen bought rein there..i'm sure he will grow into a very big dog soon..I WANT TO BUY MY 2 PAIRS OF NINEWEST SHOES!!!argh haha..this morning thankfully daddy send me to sch or i will be late as usual..choir was er weird?and some ppl as usual i would rather they dont come..angel was doing funny poses also which was super funny haha..well after choir went for lunch with angel,dot,shu,sebas,laurel and dr goh at midlink..was enjoyable and now i am here waiting for dear shu shu to go..making my way to the esplanade.2:07 PM Thursday, March 16, 2006
'dont bother about these things'
fine i wont bother and i wont care..since the concern is not appreciated i wont make an effort to try at all.opera project is finally done with..hopefully the judges are pleased cause though they say one thing they may mean another thing..counterpoint test is also over..suddenly now my memory is in a total state of blank..i seem to be getting more ill..pray i must..will continue when words pop into my head..people will be missed but their memories wont be forgotten..11:16 AM Sunday, March 12, 2006
very very irritatedthats all i can say nowthings are still not completeand my msgs aren't getting repliesanyway weekend was good..went out with dearest choons yesterday..she had a mini makeover in the hearts of orchard rd where every possible person could see her and i was the fortunate one to stand beside her hahahahaha....we watched nanny mcphee..was quite a nice show..all the children are so adorable!!really really cute..had dinner..walk around and basically no worries for me until nowtoday..went shopping at marina square with parents n sis..was in a relatively gd mood..went to meet sophia for lunch then headed to westwinds concert..was quite an enjoyable concert lar..met a few ppl there..after the concert went off for dinner with sophia and yi wei..had thai express at the esplanade..then went to raffles city to get sophia's stuff and i headed home cause wans't feeling well and i wanted to watch tv haha..tv wasn't the important one lar..met crystal at the 7 eleven when i was buying my sis stuff..and here i am..tomorrow will be a long day i gurantee you..there will be quarrels and fights11:58 PM Saturday, March 11, 2006
this whole week has nothing but busy busy busy..on tues after history class i witness an event that was terribly disturbing..apparently one of our dear teachers was complaining about something to 2 of his students and the two students didn't even bother listening..they were looking at the ground as if the ground was more interesting..it was such a rude thing to do n i was totally turned off by it..the problem was the matter in which the teacher was complaining bout was a big matter and to totally ignore the teacher is another thing..you may not like your teacher just like i dont like phua but when they are speaking directly to us we listen..sometimes when phua talks ultimate crap to me i have no choice but just listen to her and give her a polite smile unlike those 2 who were ultimately RUDE..all along i didn't have any respect for those 2 and this incident has let me to even lower respect for them..who cares if they are older than me..rude is rude..argh..anyway on wed had mock exam for practical..didn't go very well but i was satisfied..the sound was quite ok and well it wasn't so bad playing for rena this time i guess..however i injured my left hand slightly so its resting now haha..on thurs it is NIE day as usual..in the morning had instrumental lesson which we didn't have to present however the comments that our teacher made was so insulting haha..anyway we will get our sch posting in 2 weeks!exciting i guess but what happens if i can't do it?went back to sch to do opera project after that..was so crappy!!and yesterday was music tech lesson..realisation dawn on me in the morning as i was getting ready for sch that yes its happening again..seriously scared but nothing much i can do bout it except pray and really hope it does come true..can't elaborate more for now so till then..1:40 PM Friday, March 03, 2006
yesterday dot lend to me michael w.smith cd..music was simply amazing..refreshing and touching..and indeed it was..was listening to it last night and mood totally changed..even my sis enjoyed it very much..today's music tech lesson was ok lar..i think wads good about the music tech lessons now is that its more practical then theory based..i hated yr 1 music tech cause it was so theory based and even the practical lessons were so difficult and seriously can't cope at all lar but this year is different..and luckily mr sim makes it all fun..lessons are more enjoyable and that wad makes a good teacher..went for lunch then went for driving cause didn't need to buy the books for now..seriously dislike going for driving now cause the stupid teacher gives me attitude now..i think he was shocked my exam date has been changed to august thus more lessons that he even ended up asking me whether i wanted to practice parking car today..i thought it was a standard procedure that car parking was always done..and i only practiced it twice before quickly driving off..mainly cause of the weather also lar killing me..now i fully understand wad xb means..totally true..anyway at the end of the lesson was totally sian..the only reason i shall continue going for lessons faithfully is cause i want to pass and never go back to learn again..came home,watched tv and fell asleep till now haha..where shall i go tomorrow?6:03 PM Thursday, March 02, 2006
its so hard to understand some ppl..in sch i can be invisible to some and yet....
anyway i think angel is a really happy and cheerful girl..yupz she can be upset but she is a gd friend lar haha..
today during ET lesson some ppl were very ego..not surprising actually but too much ego gets ppl down..shall answer you all if u come up and ask me..after the lesson rushed to VCH to hand in the exam forms and there was a super long queue for it..some ppl had like 20 over forms to hand in..after that rushed to boonlay to meet dot and nat but my stupid hp had no battery left and i couldn't contact them..and to make it worst they were late thus i was panicking..i stood at jurong point thinking wad to do..couldn't use the card payphone cause i didn't have singtel phone card only had the starhub one for emergency and they didn't have the starhub payphone so argh..i didn't have coins only a 50 cent coin and the thing was i didn't know payphone could use 50 cents until i saw it haha..ended up planning my calls..cause if u put 50 cents in and after one call if u hang up you wont get the rest of your money back..anyway the first 10 cent went to calling angel asking for nat's no..2nd call was to nat..3rd call was to lynn..4th call to dot and i decided to hang up haha..after some long long long time then dot appeared followed by nat..we ate at KFC instead of nie since we were already there and super hungry..rushed down after that and was late for lesson but mr steid was nice..anyway mr steid said that we will know our postings in a few weeks time..mixed feelings i guess i dunno why..the whole lesson was ok lar and went home with dot,nat,angel and jennifer..i was mean to some ppl but well too tired..went home and tv was immediately switched on..i dont care i am not going to study today..If A complains to B and C complains to B who is B going to complain to?very very tired now..argh i miss min and liz and sadly gelly is working..can't wait to meet up with her again..8:34 PM
