Wednesday, August 31, 2005
actually i took a nicer picture of the care bear but apparently i dunno where that picture went..argh so i have to settle for this..anyway why the care bear suddenly?well while surfing through blogs earlier i came across glenn's friend who has 2 pictures of really really cute care bears..i like care bears all along n i long to have them..however there are too many to collect and this is the only one i have..i think it was given to me when i was very young..however now adays care bears are back!!and they are the soft loveable kinds..darn..i think there are 10 of them so i can't possibly collect them all..someone sponsor!!i want my care bears haha..i am even tempted to go get one tomorrow..
anyway today was quite a enjoyable day lar..firstly got to wake up slightly later..however still need to go to sch for a boring yamaha talk..despite having morning call i was still late..blame it on the bus muahaha..after the talk we (mr goh,benny,desmond,daniel kiang,leo,nat,angel,me,dot,sebas,aaron n ryan) went to billy bombers for lunch!well its to celebrate teacher's day n also to use the vouchers that benny had..gd value i would say..buy one get one free meal..portions were really huge as usual and for once all the guys were full..i think aaron became angel n my rubbish bin cause he ate our leftovers haha..ppl there sure can make you wait for the bill also lar..took over 20 mins to get a bill..unbelievable..anyway after that the girls went shopping around while the guys headed back to sch..bought my piano teacher teacher's day present..shared the merci chocolates with nat..oh ya some mediacorp ppl were at bugis doing a shoot..huang wenyong was there with mark lee and some ppl lar..was quite a funny sight actually..after walking round we decided to go esplanade or should i say i wanted to go there..it was havoc there haha..4 of us could really make so much noise!!well then i had to leave for piano lar..rushed down n was late..i got bored playing the mozart halfway man dunno why..but the grieg piece is ok so i can start memorising it already..well after piano came home..stone..i am so tired..yay tmr can meet gelly n shu..can't wait..
sc and xb:there is still one meal of kfc free haha..so one day u both can come to my house lar then we can get our free food..
i feel creeped out now as i typed this msg..probably cause i scared i burn out the plus..the main switched is occupied by my hp which is charging..this laptop and the light..
the quiet state has set in..
i was going to bitch about something but i shall not..i hate sch.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MIN...
WE ALL MISS U HERE SO QUICKLY RETURN N HOPE YOU ARE ENJOYING YOURSELF THERE..MANY HAPPY RETURNS..
Monday, August 29, 2005
firstly i have to blog bout the flying cockroach cause i realised i didn't..anyway here goes..on sat night i was watching the bone collector..quite an interesting show actually but it was quite freaky also..then i casually walk into my room and i saw a HUGE cockroach resting on my formal black shirt..i scream!!!then i realised something even more scary..the cockroach could fly!!!!!!!its really scaring lar..so it went flying round my room hiding in corners n stuff..my dad couldn't even catch hold of it..just when he thought he did it flew off into hiding again..i was quite worried lar cause if the cockroach is not caught i wont be able to sleep the whole night..its like sleeping with a flying cockroach..eeee can't imagine that thought..anyway i was dying with fear when i couldn't find the cockroach cause the programme was over and i wanted to sleep so badly..so too bad i walk inside the toilet first..was peeing halfway when i saw the cockroach!!!!!it was flying in the toilet..i screamed again and shucks had to call my dad to catch it..so weird lar..well when my dad caught it he thought it was dead but guess wad it started flying again so well no choice..my dad had to cut the cockroach into 4 pieces n surprisingly the cockroach leg was still happily moving..argh..so disguisting..and someone said i was sadistic but i hate flying things..i was badly tramatise by this stupid cockroach i would say..i think the whole night i was running around between the 2 rooms and i would say good exercise muahaha..really scary lar wad to do..
anyway i dont have anything to do now..assignments all have been handed in more or less i guess and today lim yau came down for our choir session..surprise surprise..no scolding or pointing at ppl..and he actually said we sang well..i was like huh!!but i realise something..the pointers he points out is like so true and useful lar..then had lunch with charlyn..its been really long since i had lunch with her actually..its nice catching up..then went off to teach..today's weather is really beyong words..just standing under the sun for 1 min and sweat will roll down..however really thankful that this morning we didn't have brass instrumental..simply means i can wake up much later which i even had problems getting up..ran for the mrt like nobody's business and was exceptionally please when i got into the train just in the nick of time haha..
anyway:
why do u have to act
why do u have to be a bitch
why do u have to imitate others
you have no sense of originality
dont act cute in front of others
you want to be a part of everything
i sometimes wish u didn't exist
you are real mean
you backstab ppl like nobody's business
you are not pretty so dont think you are
you dont rule us
Sunday, August 28, 2005
i am helping a cellist to play for her upcoming exam..darn means i have to practice more..
anyway today went to orchard with my family cause they wanted to buy some stuff..so i went walking with my sis at far east but didn't buy anything lar..however i finally bought my CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY soundtrack!!yay..super happy..can hear all the cute songs hehe..while then at night went to the esplanade with a friend to eat dinner and watch the victoria chorale concert..seriously ar the whole nafa choir is going to die tomorrow under lim yau man..seriously dead..the sound we produce is so poor compared to what i heard today..darn..the concert was quite gd i would say with the turn out being well also..anyway tomorrow there is no brass instrumental..thats the happiest thing i heard today..shiok man..i am loving it..yes..haha
Saturday, August 27, 2005
this week is finally over!!yes next week is the so called holidays though there will still be sch..again this week i skipped platform cause the rest decided not to attend and ya i also do not want to go n hear 1 hr of chinese music so had bubble tea at chatted with the rest of the group at OG there..haha it was quite fun lar i would say..then i was really down on thurs cause reality just hit me on something that i thought i could ignore but i couldn't..i must be strong and tahan it..but the reality about it that it is a fact i have to live with so no choice..i dunno why i got hit so hard..maybe it was because of something i saw..but well nothing i can do bout ittttt.....
anyway yesterday went to sch earlier for opera project then went to meet choons n headed to boon lay to meet xb..went to her hostel to hang out..its these 2 company that i always forget sch exist haha..anyway we ordered kfc and mac in and u won't believe how lousy the service is..really bad..one postal code could be worth 10 mins of a phone call..and that is i haven even ordered the food yet..anyway after visiting xb's hostel, it made me realise also whether i really wanna live in a hostel..the environment is very different and i am still a pampered child haha..must really think bout it..
i am having major cramps now..can't move yet had to teach earlier n later i have to go down to NUS to collect some scores..darn..how i wish i had a butler lol..
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
well weekends are over..it was quite ok lar..went to funan on sunday n it looks as if my parents were going to buy the whole shopping centre..with just a casual remark of a laptop my mom decided to get it and now i have a new laptop..well its not exactly mine but i can use it lar muahaha..
yesterday brass instrumental class was bad again..no choice lar..i really can't blow the high notes so wad am i suppose to do..choir was ok lar then went to teach in the afternoon then sleep!!
anyway from today onwards i have a new soloist..a vocal major who is a nice girl..hopefully it will be for the better lar rite?i hate the stupid rena phua say i can't adapt and that i should improve my chinese to be able to speak to her stupid idiot..and anyway oh ya holidays for the next 2 weeks is like no holidays like that cause apparently some lessons will still go on..darn..can't believe it..they cheated us of our feelings and my holiday plans are ruined..so no more high tea with my various friends already n i am getting sick..
Friday, August 19, 2005
this week was one of a terror week but i guess everything turned out ok lar at the end..wed started out perfect until i heard rena phua calling me from the distance..n when rena phua calls you from the distance with a fake sweet voice you will know something is wrong..so no choice gave her the fake smile back and said hi..then she put her hand around by shoulder n began this conversation 'huien.............'with that smiling face of hers continuing as she told me the news..i was glad i was able to stand there n listen to her crap with a calm composure..after that everything just crumpled lar..should i say i was expecting it?i guess ya lar since i always knew it would happen its only a matter of time i guess but well thats the thing..it came from rena n not from the person who was suppose to tell it to me..i was super mad lar..well anyway to conclude n end this chapter i'm just not good enough n uncapable so no choice have to accept that fact..
anyway yesterday had sch the whole day..everyone said i look very radient despite the incident the day before haha..well what can i say..i also dunno..nie lesson was ok lar though i find it difficult to plan a timetable for your sch..anyway after that had dinner with dot and ruth before going off to teach..some parents are just so irritating..keep holding me back and make the poor girl play numerous number of times..well no choice..came home slack..wanted to do rk homework but well at last i didn't lar..slept super early also..this morning woke up n seriously didn't feel good at all..i am dreading to go to sch later darn..
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
what do dreams mean?and why do we need dreams?i think i have always wondered this question for quite a long time already..are they there so we can have a better sleep or wad?then again if it does why do we have nightmares then?hmm..then when u ask your friends these questions u will receive answers like...'they are our subconscious mind'?'wadever your dream is the total opposite will come out'?'it will bound to come true'?and many many more..so which of this is the correct answer?and i think dreams affect us when we wake up in the morning also like sometimes i will wake up super angry cause of a lousy dream..so why are they there for!!!!???
haha reason i thought of it again was cause i just woke up having a pleasant dream..the dream looks and sounds real but well its a dream..
today was one of the shorter days in school..however did some research thus reaching home in the late afternoon to sleep..wad else..then well i better get started on my MOA journal or its never going to get started..as compared to yesterday where it was a super long day..lessons in the morning till 1 and didn't eat anything till 5..almost faint of hunger..commuter's concert was good though and after that we all decided to practice our brass instrument however as compared to the real instrumentalist we really fail in comparison..wonder how are we ever going to make it in october..and now our australian trip may encounter a slight problem..where are we going to stay???on the road side?i better think of something..hope my email will arrive soon..
Sunday, August 14, 2005
ok realised i haven blog for the past few days..i guess i am just lazy n also well its just school only nothing else unless u wanna hear the horrible gossips that goes on daily..dunno why this week has been extremely long n taxing..n the one 'thing' that has bothered me the whole week which i realise i will have to just live with it until i get out of sch..however weekends was more of a blast..went to teach on sat first before going to sch to help shu out..then went to meet choons n xb..had dinner at sakae sushi..its as if all my worries were gone when i am with them..had a really good time talking bout the various crap haha..then xb had to leave us to rush back to watch her dunno wad show lar..anyway we will see u at your hostel 2 weeks from now gal..oh n thanks for the bracelet..its really nice haha..also i found out who is the ultimate bom bom already..its non other than xb..so she is now called the ULTIMATE..choons wants to be called the BOMER or BOMBER??haha..well choons u have 2 to choose from..crap anyway today went to great world first..sushi again for lunch n shopping..went to esplanade later to meet the rest n for the concert..heard good news from dr tan that well our trip to brisbane is confirm n leave has been approved so well yay!!!!!going to buy the wonka chocolates there haha..after that went walking round with dot n had the yummy gelare ice cream..it was good..met mark n nuzli on the way also..walk walk walk then home..just finished my jap steamboat dinner..whats with jap hiyo but well it was nice..i haven done my buzzing yet n its bad..cause i know tmr will be a torturous 2 hrs for me so i better start later or it will never be done..
*choons n dot..thanks for wadever crap that i had to mention n u both had to listen but i feel better..so THANKS!
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
this was the pic taken at the airport before liz left..joshua wanted to take a pic so well this was the only turn out haha..i've come to realise that i can be quite a noisy girl in sch haha..anyway first i shall comment on how horrible vegetarian food is..i mean the noodles n vege is ok but the flour chicken is really horrible..its as if u are biting flour?horrible!!!!and how can vegetarians eat flour?i must make sure i will never eat vegetarian food again argh..
on a lighter note..i am totally shagged this week lar..n its only 2 days of this week..yesterday sch was bad..instrumental studies was horrible..my buzzing had major problem i dunno why..so resulted in me not being able to blow the correct pitched note..was quite frustrated lar..is like i could do it at home yet in school i can't..and now we have to learn 4 scales and chromatic??!!i think there is something wrong with my buzzing so brass ppl in our sch i need help!!!!choir was extremely long..the photo taking was lame..make us wear formal wear n stand there for so long..then no time to eat lunch n had to rush to teach..while teaching the kids mom baked brownies..i could literally smell the nice fragrance n was so hungry!!haha after the lesson she was kind enough to give me a huge piece to bring home..yum yum..n today i had to wake up early to go for breakfast with family cause well my mom always say i dont go out with them for breakfast so well just go lar since she is in an extremely bad mood..however all my brain can think now is sleeping hehe..
Saturday, August 06, 2005
this week has been one hectic week..i have ppl who kao peh to me..so damm irritating..n it sort of affected some things..can't remember much i guess only wed had music platform..didn't go very well lar..at the end of the piece i felt like i was going to box anyone already..n i dunno whats with the last part lar wad have to go out n take a bow..the only super excited one was TNBT who was chasing all of us..
thurs was ok lar..NIE lesson was gd as usual but i dunno how to plan a timetable n now i have to do it..after that the 2 daniels,leo,nat,shu,dot n i went to watch charlie n the chocolate factory!!its really nice..cute n lame..after that had dinner n chatted till the food court almost close lar..it was fun just catching up with all of them..
i had driving on friday..at first i thought hmm its good the car didn't die on me n just as i was thinking of that the car died haha..so paiseh lar..i learnt reverse parking also..quite fun lar n apparently i am not attentive on the road so well i have to pay attention..then rush to school to have lunch with the rest before going for a kodaly talk..at first i thought i was going to sleep for 1 1/2 hrs but it was so much fun!!n i found out during the break maybe i could attend summer school in university of queensland for 2 weeks in jan..nat,dot n shu are also interested n nat n dot could go..my parents allow lar so most prob should be going so brisbane here we come!!haha..that was the only exciting thing beside the sucky school that was gd..well lets hope adams will allow us to take leave or we can't even go..better go practice the cornet or not monday i will be in trouble..tataz..
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
school..wad is school suppose to mean?i mean seriously you should enjoy going to school and enjoy your friends n stuff and also like maybe lessons?then again i mean u may not enjoy the lessons but at least u can enjoy your friends in sch n enjoy sch..but in nafa everything just suxs lar..yesterday i was super insulted lar..how rude can it get when people are bitching about u RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU..i was super super insulted lar..i got quite upset lar..it made me just realise who are really my friends..dot thanks for being there..hope u get well soon..
besides that i guess everything is ok lar except for the problem that i am not doing my homework..its bad i know but i just can't do n i think i better start lar..first thing 1000 word essay for thurs..
anyway today was quite a sad day lar..went for lessons n i was damm angry..then after classes went for driving test with choons..the sad thing is we both failed..stupid lar the questions..i mean the questions ar so dumb n complicating..so too bad lar we have to retake again n i hope i pass..the scaring thing is when u finish the test and wait for the results u will see a big FAILED..its super scary lar..hiah will not drive for a long time..after that rush back to school to practice then went home lor..i was walking with mark to the mrt n its damm funny lar the way he complain bout rebecca kan n the amount of work haha..
went home n here i am..i hate advance theory lar..must study until so detailed..
anyway oh ya yesterday we did buzzing n i could do it!!!after a super long time that is of course..played 3 notes on the cornet haha yes only 3..i hope i can pass my module..sheesh i shall start studying the theory next month..so irritated..
