Saturday, July 30, 2005
yesterday while talking to someone from sch i realise something...my sch is really a seriously crap school which gossips will transmit everyday or it wont be called sch..its really horrible lar..i found out certain things which i was blinded to..then again i know its cause of my blureness n stuff lar as usual..but really i have never seen such a horrible place in sch where its like u breathe to hear gossips n stuff..the problem is the sch is so small that everyone knows each other..i think i made a really wrong huge decision this year..but luckily 1 more year left n i can get away from all this...suddenly everything is more clear..but i'm terribly annoyed with someone..the particular someone who has pretended to be my friend..so now i am wondering whether the person is really my friend..is it a pure friend?or out f pity?i dunno but i will be seriously angry with you for this period of time..it came clear that you were the one who knows the most things yet didn't want to tell me..or was i living in denial?acting blur doesn't help at all..this school really suxs..actually there is lots more to write but i'm not as angry n hurt as i was last night n this morning that i got sick..so i decided to write less..anyway yesterday after sch went to meet choons n mx..we had a gd time catching up lar basically..this year everyone would be more busy then even so it would be harder to catch up..plus most of the ppl are in melbourne..sad sadso should i pretend nothing has happened n go to sch as per normal on monday or let some changes go on for a while first?11:00 PM Thursday, July 28, 2005
fais moie encore apprecier lui?moi avons non gamberge ....moi volonte seulement prends une marche chez un heure..haha yesterday i made dot, nat and ryan mad by making them sing the charlie n the chocolate factory song..its really super super cute lar..i can't really remember wad happen yesterday only remembered we went bugis cause the 3 of them bought earrings haha..today intensive lesson from 9-11 sia..the time just passed so slowly n some ppl just doesn't get the meaning when dr kan says group of 6..must learn how to count n dont be an irritating bitch..haha but poor ryan had to suffer until we changed places..went for dr tan's lesson after that but she was absent so she made us watch a video that was really interesting lar..its like the training in china's shanghai conservatory of music is really intensive..the kids are super discipline and the results showed lar..after that went to tekka mall to eat with the rest..had a really gd laugh during lunch..went supermarket shopping after that then went back to school to practice..some weird encounters..had NIE lesson which was really fun though it was all theory..then the holland people came back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha the first person we saw was daniel..then later came aaron and small daniel..after chatting a while then i went back home lar..was super tired hiah..ok tmr will be a short day in school so looking forward for it..9:05 PM Tuesday, July 26, 2005
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i am so excited to watch charlie n the chocolate factory next week that i am going mad!!the songs are so cute lar..i wanna be the little child so i can sing the songs haha..apparently nat says we will go watch with the rest when they are back from holland so it better be on!!!!!!!!!!or i wil personally kill her haha..anyway yesterday was a gd lesson day lar..brass instrumental studies turned out to be a gd lesson..the teacher was super gd looking which contributed mostly to the main factors haha..imagine this statement..'dont call me mr sim'...'call me darren'...haha and natty thought he was gay at first hehe...then after that went for choir n headed off to teach..went home after that to sleep immediately..i just luv my sleep hehe..oh ya i brought the cornet back but the way i carried it ar its like as if it weighs a tonne hehe..today sch was super boring lar..almost fell asleep in history class but didn't!!i made a very embarrassing statement today in counterpoint class..argh that was never to be mention to anyone dorothy seng or u are going to get thrown into the lonkang ar..oh ya there is a new cafe at sunshine plaza which serves quite nice sandwiches..went there to eat brunch??n as usual dot ate the slowest..the grandma is getting old..nothing we can do bout that hehe..went home damm early...practice piano n sleep!!thats my life lar..i'm so exited for the movie!!i think my mom thinks i'm mad haha..9:11 PM Sunday, July 24, 2005
hey xb remind me next time ok?when ppl babble n complain to me bout certain stuffs or wadever they need to complain i shall just sit there n hear wad they need to say without saying anything to anyone..its damm annoying lar n i get blamed for it..liz i hoped you had a gd flight back..glad everything is ok with u and him now haha..i shall be waiting here for u to return in dec for your tim sum treat...anyway i wish i can go to another country to study..i wish wish n wish n i can't cause why..parents have no money..its like so here i am settled in this horrible place..seriously i didn't even want to study music..but at that time my parents were going through a difficult patch n thus this course i dont have to pay for sch fees and allowance thus taking it..n yet i am suffering now..really suffering..xb i'm really glad u are here lar..i think i will just die if u and sc are abroad also..sch started for bout 2 weeks already n i am super down bout it..its so miserable going to sch lar..how i wish i can have a new environment and a new place to study far away from here but the possibility of going?er...less than 1% i think..i hate it..i'm super envious for those ppl who can go abroad n yet i can't..money is everything when it comes to sch..wadever lar..the insult is just too much to be taken..7:58 PM Saturday, July 23, 2005
yesterday was the most fun lesson i ever had in sch..it was quite slack actually but well it was fun..n its only yesterday that i enjoyed watson's lesson..school opera project was nice haha..well thats the only class i had yesterday lar..then weixiang together with gelly n liz came to pick me up..super kind of them considering the stupid sch is inside the ERP zone haha..well headed to east coast to eat minced pork noodles..was quite nice lar but the liver smell is super strong..went to jack's house after that..wow his house is super amazing..super huge and very modern looking..it overlooks a very nice view also..hope we can have bbq there soon haha..then drop jack off at muhammad sultan there before we went to raffles place tcc..however our sense of direction is not exactly very good thus we got lost and lets just say wx wasted petrol hehe..well but eventually we got to the destination n he got a nice treat from the 3 of us..after that a nice long ride home...today:went to teach before heading home..met gelly at city hall n she was having a flu..poor girl..hope she gets well soon lar..so anyway i went to the airport myself lar cause gelly is just not well enough to go..city hall was infested with ppl and for the first time i see lots of policemen walking around..reason?NDP preview..sheesh the place was so hot that u can just faint lar..anyway at the airport went to find liz..well ruth was also leaving for holland so went to find her..and i saw louis also!guys will be guys..the amount of things they carry is just so little lar..whereas girls will have to bring EVERYTHING hehe..ate popeye's chicken for dinner again..HEY MX IF U ARE READING THIS THEY ARE HAVING VACANCIES AT POPEYE'S SO MAYBE U CAN ENQUIRE HAHA..mx enthusiasm for the chicken will never be forgotten..while we were eating halfway liz friends joshua and aaron came..its so coincidental lar how we know some ppl in our lifetime..anyway after that liz had to go in already..no sadness haha anyway she will be back in dec..liz mom fetched me home..super nice at least i dont have to take the train alone hehe..then no one is home except my dad so well..nothing to do n here i am haha..Angel get well soon k..we all will be missing u in sch especially me hahahhahahahaha..take care...9:39 PM Thursday, July 21, 2005
ok first i have to blog bout something for the sake of dear dorothy..on mon 11th july nat,dot and i went shopping for dot's pants..she wanted to get the same mango pants that i have lar but well no more stock..while walking to mango we were stopped by this tv presenter who wanted to ask us questions..haha i dont really like to appear on tv lar n i think the question he was going to ask was some intellectual question so better not answer or not later paiseh hehe..oh ya n the main point was dot was CAMERA PHOBIC..while after we walked off suddenly dot went into a crazy phrase..she exclaimed 'argh....the guy is so cute'....for a period of bout 1 hr after that u will hear this statement coming up numerous no of times haha..oh if i'm not wrong i think the guy is called herman haha..so well dot and her cute guy..ok lar the guy is not bad looking..in his mid 20s i guess..oh ya and monday during the commuter's concert the violinist who was intensly playing created a funny scene for everyone to just giggle n laugh that no one bother hearing the music anymore..she was so intense in her music that her legs were kinda of like spreading out n like any moment she was going to fall off the chair..if she ever did i think thats the end of the concert already..the main thing is she was wearing a dress up to the knee level n isn't it werid n rude to open your legs so big!!!opp her was a guy horn player somemore..eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee but it created a funny sight for everyone to laugh haha..anyway my electives decision has been decided..yesterday i wrote a formal letter to a particular person n she approved!!!!!!!!!!!!!1yay.....i am quite happy..all thanks to dear yiling so thanks gal it worked!!!!!!i love my piano lessons more n more but the problem is i got no time to practice lar..today went to buy more books again..hiah i dunno how to ask my mom for a lum sum of cash for the rest of the books..was so tired that i came home n immediately fell asleep..tmr there is school again..feeling more at ease now hehe..hope it will last..8:24 PM Wednesday, July 20, 2005
sch really suxs big time man..the decision of choosing electives is bugging me constantly cause of the clashes in timetable n other more important stuff lar..its like how do u choose electives in the first place?its damm irritating man the way some ppl choose their eletives..i can't complain to my parents bout it cause my mom wil just say just take wadever interest you and of course some of my friends are super super bitch bout it lar..its like i hate sch even more cause of this..in yr 2 it was cause of the stress of work n now in yr 3 when is the crucial year everyone is taking it super easy so well i dunno wad to do lar..I HATE SCH I HATE SCH..i think at this moment i 90% regret taking this stupid course..its causing such a drain.11:07 AM Monday, July 18, 2005
this weekend has been a total blast actually..the memories of sat will be priceless..on sat went to teach at first then chiong to sch to help shufeng student in accompaniment..after that went to meet rachel..we thought we could watch fantastic 4 at a mere price of 1.60 but well we were too late lar the tickets were all gone..however went to lido to watch..the show was quite nice lar..the fire guy was quite irritating actually..but it was really a nice movie!!went round finding rach's book after the movie but well..we found out sweet valley is really our generation books..bookstores hardly sells sweet valley now a days..if they have its just one or two books left on the shelf..anyway while walking to the bus stop behind orchard mrt we saw our bus from quite a far distance n at first i thought we couldn't make it cause of the traffic light..however it stopped n we both ran for our dear lives..haha if someone was to have a video cam n shot the incident u will never realise thats me and ray running..it was really really funny..but we had a gd time running haha..sun:went out with parents n sis to orchard again..couldn't really decide whether to go to the airport to send rachel off but apparently she got her timing wrong so well had dinner so can't go i guess..was quite bumped out bout it cause i dunno..this holidays have been a total blast..its like when everyone is back from melbourne its the fun times yet when everyone goes back its like living back in reality where sch comes first n all the work piles up..and shufeng and the rest were also leaving last night so i wanted to go send them off but well..in a way i'm glad i didn't go cause i have sch today but well i also wanted to go lar haha..today:had choir which we sang a very nice song..hehe..found out i have to take a new module again..HIYO I CAN'T STAND IT LAR..I KEEP TAKING NEW MODULES..i really really detest it..its like why does the MOE ppl always need to take more subjects then the others..its as if they can misuse us like that..super frustrated with it..i mean some people dont mind taking more subjects but i mind cause i just want to take the sufficient subjects n do well in them..wads the point of taking more n doing badly in it..i sure do not want that now that i am in yr 3..so i hate it lar..i'm glad i could talk to angel bout it so thanks gal..somehow she agrees on taking just the necessary amount of subjects thats all so well..oh ya after choir i went to teach..on the train dear sun xinbao sms me n we were talking..I REALISE WE WERE ON THE SAME TRAIN JUST TAT SHE WAS ON THE FRONT OF THE TRAIN N I WAS AT THE BACK..haha i didn't realise it till i ask her where she was..its fated but too bad xb i'm not leo..then again leo doesn't take trains haha..anyway she was really nice lar she came n find me..she's going to ntu to see her hostel so i shall visit her soon hehe..i had a nice lesson with the 3 little kids..super obedient n cute..then after that rush back to sch cause there was commuter's concert..had dinner with charlyn at mac first..today is sure a rush day..concert was really boring lar..the first piece they played i fell asleep already till the end full stop haha..then chiong back..as in really chiong for the train hehe..but well..tomorrow is a long day..i have to go think wad electives to take..dowan to make the wrong decision9:44 PM Friday, July 15, 2005
seems quite long since i updated my blog but well..sch has finally started so i guess not much time to update anyway lar..however these are the minor details:tues:it was concert day!!!!seriously it was quite exciting lar the concert..really fun also..looking back now its as if something is missing now that we are not going for rehearsals..made quite a few friends also..must keep in touch with them..wed:official starting of sch..then again went sch for 1 hr only so waste of time..cause some of the teachers are not back from the WASBE conference yet so yupzthurs:no NIE lesson yet thankfully..had so much homework lar..in fact its like we dont have much exams this year however the work load is really a lot..darn hope i wont be too stress out again..went to get piano books after lesson then went for driving..seriously the more i drive dunno why the worst i become..however parallel parking was fine..and my directional change was quite good also so well hehe..today:actually today dont even need to go to sch lar but then they included a new module 'sch opera project' making all the MOE ppl take it so darn..i hate it lar cause i thought i could have my friday's off..then again i had to go n teach ki hui's friend so well..but first met liz for lunch at clementi where i got to eat my fav carrot cake haha..liz thanks for the starbust n minties!!!surprisingly the module was quite interesting..its like we have to make our own musicial..its a collaboration between our sch and NIE thats why we have to do it..n next year apparently we will be going to schools to work with them..darn..9:46 PM Monday, July 11, 2005
can't stand her sia..she ruined my mood just like that..so so super angry..her words can't be trusted at all..when she agrees with u on a certain thing she means another thing..so well i am stuck with piano accompaniment n its all her fault..choonie marcoroni your previous tenant really suxs big time..my fears actually came true..all thanks to her..the only gd thing bout going to sch today is to see all my friends..adams gave a lousy speech lar..talk bout things we know darn..after lunch with the group went to find dot black plants n luckily she managed to find it..came back to sch to copy timetable n receive 'good' news before heading home..i am speechless now..5:55 PM Sunday, July 10, 2005
as i read through one of my msn log conversations today i realise the great memories i had last year with various friends..however this year has been a rollercoaster ride..i really miss those lovely times haha..tmr sch is starting to go n choose electives n copy timetable n seriously i really dowan to go..firstly its a waste of time..secondly where got stupid sch give u one day to choose your elective?its a one year course..wad happends if u make the wrong choice n choose wrongly?our grades are going to get affected not them..lousy admin the sch have..and our sch is considered an tertiary institution yet nothing is posted online..so means no timetable given..tmr have to go chiong to copy a piece of timetable..i'm not worried bout the timetable actually..seriously i am very worried bout my electives..i dunno how to describe it i am just scared..n i agree with angel..I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL..9:18 PM Saturday, July 09, 2005
i think i was crazy yesterday lar..went out with wice shopping n i spent lots of money..really..bought a bag..black pants for concert..pair of jeans..and a top..hmm i was like quite crazy lar..dunno why i bought so many things for also hehe..but it was really fun lar..mango sales is really gd so well..came home super tired..i remembered i didn't have the key home n i think i called home around 10 over times n no one picked up..but luckily my dad came home 1 min before i did so yay!!i think my sis is getting crazier by the day also lar..she comes home at a extremely late time everyday n well lets just say i dunno whats wrong with her lar..today went to teach in the afternoon..got extremely mad at the girl but well hiah!!!!!!darn darn darn..when is rachel coming back!!i miss her..anyway tonight got rehearsal so well..another few hrs with the rest..actually i want to type something very mean but i am not in the mean mood now so i will type it when i am feeling mean..4:26 PM Thursday, July 07, 2005
shucks starting from next week i will be in yr 3 already..simply means sch is starting..sure not looking forward to it AT ALL...its going to be really boring lar n lots of ppl will be gone in the first 3 weeks cause of various competitions overseas so well..i hate my results for the entire yr 2 lar..maybe i haven been doing enough work i dunno..but well i just know i hate my results argh...i wanna go overseas so badly..
that day when sending min off at the airport i realize i wanna be a air hostess so i can pull the trolley bag hehe..its lame but then again i dont meet the height requirement of a hostess so its out!then some other time i will have the urge to do banking n finance as a subject cause i like to caculate stuff..shucks i realise my spelling has become really bad also that i dunno how to spell certain words properly..anyway ya i wonder whether i would be successful in starting my own business..hmm..3:12 PM Wednesday, July 06, 2005
this week has been crazy!!!!sad to say huimin left on monday to the aussie land..wont be seeing her till dec n we will all miss her greatly!!when we were at the airport waiting for xb n choons to arrive we bluff xb that she just miss david beckham..haha she screamed into the phone sia n really believed us until we told her the truth hehe..mx was truly excited bout eating her popeye's chicken n she got it hehe..on tues rach,sc,mx n i went out to celebrate xb's birthday..was quite a tough decision man on wad to buy for her..had a lovely dinner at fish n co where we got a free salad cause they forgot to take our orders..it was really a gd night out..hopefully i would be able to send rachel off..today i watch the olympic presentation from the 5 countries the whole day!!was going bad sia..at first i supported madrid then when there were only 2 countries left obviously i would support LONDON N THEY WON!!!!haha..choons wanted paris to win but well too bad!!so choons a trip to london in 2012??9:20 PM Sunday, July 03, 2005
i think i am really becoming fat lar..i have been eating out since fri n with the amount of food i am eating shucks i can just grow fat lar..on fri met xb,mx,sc and min at newton to have her first farewell dinner..went to newton to eat..the food was yum yum but wasn't really full hehe..headed down to town to shop a while then went to mac to hang out..oh ya we saw kenneth wee n the situation looks as if he was the head of a gang tribe with loads of ppl surrounding him haha..but he was standing near someone who just puked so well it stinks!!yesterday went to teach..shucks no choice lar..then rushed down to bedok to meet nat n dot before going for rehearsal..was really weird lar i was the only nafa girl in sop 1 for bout 1 hr before the rest came..so weird i had to stand alone with these 2 guys from vjc who were really total crap..just crap..then finish late n rush down to clementi..luckily gelly was there to meet me!!!hehe..we were the earliest to arrive at boon tong kee anyway..the usuals came after that..liz,shaun,weixiang,zhi hong,ben and of course min lar..the rice shape was very unusual..and we head down to al dunno wad lar to drink milo gozilla..after the all mix up with dinosaur n gozilla i ended up saying milo gorilla haha..waited for shufeng until 10 plus n i am glad she came!!:)went home at 12 plus..all thanks to ben and his mini van..see ppl with car is like so accessible..today went for rehearsal again then went to buona vista to eat but they were close so went to boon tong kee to eat chicken rice again!!!!!!!!!!two days in a row somemore arghh!!just found out results were out online..shucks..did really badly..i have a feeling a particular person is biased against me resulting in something..hiah pure disappointment..8:36 PM
