Monday, January 31, 2005
hmm..rebecca kan's homework is really getting more and more by the week man..quite a few things have happened lar..lets see ar..last thurs went to NIE and dr Eugene actually helped us get our library membership at NIE by just making a call..all thanks to dot also lar who brought up the suggestion..dunno why though i quite like the lessons at NIE i dont really wanna go there now adays..always feel quite irritated going there sometimes man argh..oh ya haha i flooded the whole toilet also hehe..apparently the toilet was already spoilt but i didn't know and after i finish n flush the water level increased man..was thinking whether to flush again and 'mother' dot said to flush it and i did..wad happened!?the water came gushing out..i quickly ran out of the toilet man..quite a funny sight also lar haha..
on fri went out with sc..there wasn't orchestration so sch was dismissed early lar..went to esplanade actually to find some scores but coudln't find them and was actually late in meeting sc when i was suppose to be the early one..anyway went to HMV to buy my CD's..couldn't find wad i wanted actually argh..quite disappointed..but the salesman was quite helpful lar though it was also quite irritating i would say..made me stood there for so darn long time..no wonder when they recruit ppl they want ppl with a positive attitude and always willing to serve the customers haha..went walking round after that then headed to holland v for dinner at central..the food is really quite nice there man..after a full meal went walking round then home..
sat was suppose to be homework day but as usual little gets accomplish..went to teach in the morning first..ok the girl is more talkative now haha..went to see fish ponds after that with my dad n sis before heading home..dunno what i did the whole afternoon man..got do harmony lar but i guess that was all i acomplished haha..oh ya mom's in bangkok for the weekend..
sun went to harbour frount..was damm grumpy actually cause i hated that place..nothing to do there n the shops suxs..but well dad wanted to go there so just follow..but then again i want to take the cruise..i think its damm nice lor..never experience it before n hopefully get the chance to in the near future..came home n slack..watching tv then did half of the cd review haha..
today..long day at sch man..or should i say weird day..couldn't sleep at all last night cause the stupid mosquitos kept attacking me so i keep waking up to shoo them away..as a result woke up really late this morning man argh..rush like mad n was late for sch..luckily wasn't that late lar haha..went for lunch with wice,july,cynthia,kaier and charlyn..was a bit weird lar..dunno how to describe the feeling also but well..practice like crazy in the afternoon then went to library n realise all the bach concertos disappeared just gone!!can't believe it man..when i went to the library on fri all was there n now its all gone argh..well no choice went to the esplanade after piano lesson and spend quite a long time there man argh..did all the work i needed to lar but still nothing is complete as usual lar..took a long bus ride home..no time to watch tv lar cause dr kan wants draft of works tmr so rushing like mad as usual haha..
9:48 PM Thursday, January 27, 2005
strange..i can blog but i can't view my updated file on my blog!!stupid blog forever like that..and others say they can see but i cant argh..
9:57 PM Tuesday, January 25, 2005
busy,busy busy...thats all i can say man..so busy until no time to even update my blog haha..anyway lets see..since last thurs everyday i have some rubbish sort of homework to do again man..i think thurs was a damm terrible day..first did wrong homework..dunno how that happen man..then later harmony also did wrongly..then time to go NIE..i realise some ppl are real hypocrites..on the main front they put on a gd show but on the back side they just suxs man..i was so irritated on thurs that i didn't even bother speaking to anyone..and just proclaimed that i am tired..i think thats the best..not everyone is like that but i didn't realise how some ppl can backstab u until thurs..whats wrong with that day man..complete failure day..then again its gd that i found out lar..anyway on fri i had a great time instead man..wad a difference..its really gd meeting up with my sec sch pals to catch up..instead of the nonsense i take in sch everyday there are some REAL ppl out there sia..wadever..anyway met xb first and she was desperately waiting for her yearbook which she found out all the ppl she needed to including a new person called valerio..haha i think the name sounds funny man..then choons came..hope everything is well between u and your mom now..parents are just like that lar..oh ya mom was away in penang..then went walking round aimlessly since we couldn't get to watch aviator..after spending quite some time there we head over to bugis cause xb wanted to go to this restaurant and meet her cute waiter..ok lar the waiter has a nice face but hair cannot make it..food was reasonably ok lar but dunno why everything i wanted to order was sold out so had to keep changing food argh..haha we all tried taking pics of the waiter but failed..then rach arrived also!after that headed over to bugis to look for contacts for choons cousin in germany haha..ya that far..i didn't realise there were so much hassle in buying a pair of contacts cause wad curve lens size..no wonder my mom just buy them..anyway the contacts there are freaking cheap compared to elsewhere man..oh ya after that we took neoprints!!haha haven taken neoprints with them for a damm long time..and rach was fasinated on how neoprint machines were upgraded man haha..after that home..
sat:wanted to stay at home and just do homework the whole day but of course impossible..started finding my resources then other things tempted me haha..so off i went doing other things..then later tv..then auntie called us out for dinner..after dinner tv again so haha didn't really get any work started maybe only just reading materials..
sun:went out for some shopping first before coming back to rest a while then off to meet nat to go to the music sch were i had an interview there..i think the man was damm scary lor..felt quite intimidating man..after that rush room for dinner n homework all the way i think..haha..
yesterday:didn't bother even going to sch for choir..wanted to stay home n finish all my work..and i'm super glad i did..at least most of the work is completed with lots more of course still not completed argh..then went to sch in the afternoon to do project and had piano lesson..just when i didn't practice she said i played well then when i practice like mad last week she scold like crazy..argh..after that went to practice with aaron first before heading home lar since i didn't want to join all of them for dinner..well mr goh has dengue fever so no lessons from him for the whole of this week..in a way its gd cause i can have my long awaited rest..well i sure hope he recovers faster also lar haha..and finally today..in the com lab now..going for harmony soon but glad i updated everything so tataz..
11:08 AM Wednesday, January 19, 2005
as usual busy like crazy so can't even blog yesterday..i think yesterday was a really damm hectic day man..had sch till bout 5 then luckily didn't need to go to the hospital to visit ah ma cause she was discharge already..rushed home and immediately started on my compo..after dinner tv for a tiny while before doing aural homework man..haha i realise the upgraded class really has lots of work to do man argh!!after aural had to do ensemble training n directing work as well hiyo..whole day was just doing work but its a sense of acomplishment..then today sch from 9-6..it was really a long day man..started off with composition tutorials and it was ok lar..after that practice for a while before rushing off to the library to do some research on some info and also to find scores..after that rush back to sch to do some work..luckily managed to finish both the analysis work so yupz i am done for that..then lunch..also luckily there was no music platform today..in a way i think everyone was quite relieved haha..after lunch aural then composition lecture then ensemble training n directing..oh ya gd news was next week there is no class on wed morning so yes can sleep late for once!!haha..for ensemble mr watson wants us to call up the sch to find out whether we can observe their choir/band before he sends the letter of approval..he can't really teach this class lar..don't seem to really know what is he teaching..and everyone thought he was going to call the sch for us well looks like i have to call mrs khoo next week asking her for approval..darn means the conversation will be never ending but well..get over with it asap..rushed home again..then dinner and a bit of tv and here i am again..luckily today not as busy as yesterday..did analysis work already so yupz..shall take a gd break now..oh ya i still haven decided where to go yet..everyone has different ideas but i guess we shall all discuss soon that is if we can go..rach is up for it so yupz!!haha..can't wait for fri..holiday rulez man!!haha..
9:20 PM Monday, January 17, 2005
wanted to blog badly yesterday but simply just no time lar..argh..anyway yesterday went with parents n sis to orchard..wad started off as a happy mood ended up with a grumpy mood..story line..sis needed to buy a pair of track shoes..went to the royal sporting house at centrepoint but they didn't have her size so they reserve a pair for her at lucky plaza which had..walked all the way to lucky plaza and found out that the size was still small for her argh..then she didn't want to choose another pair as the backup and the nice salesman called 8 branches to ask whether they had another size but to no avail..and after that she still didn't want to choose another pair cause she said the rest were too ex..hiyo!!my mom said she was ever willing to pay for the shoes cause she needed one badly n now sis says its too ex?made me walk all the way..made the salesman call so many branches and made all of us stand there n wait while the man was calling..hiyo!!!was damm grumpy after that man..somemore lucky plaza was infested with maids and their bf's!!almost died in the crowd..all because of a sport shoe..i was so grumpy till i didn't want to shop anymore..not even at the cd shop which i was suppose to get a cd..anyway went home n stone for a while..luckily my mood did improve..after that went for a concert at VCH with my sis and together with wice..late for the bus as usual and was slightly late in reaching but luckily not late for the concert lar..anyway the concert was performed by the singapore wind symphony..reason why i brought my sis was caused they were performing the lord of the rings symphony songs!!at first was quite excited man cause i thought i was going to hear the soundtrack..but i soon found out it was the original song that was written way back before even the movie was produced..its the MAIN ORIGINAL version..ok lar sounded not bad..and another reason why i went was cause was given free tickets by aaron so thanks so much!we 3 got to seat in the circle seats too but dunno why the concert had so many children man!!!i was damm shocked..it was like a kids concert..they were making so much noise!!i think cause the band wasn't that gd thats why they all went cause i dont think they knew how to listen out for the correct pitching n other stuff haha..in a way was glad that the concert was over lar..so disracting..anyway after the concert dad fetch us home for dinner..was starving man..
today:went to sch for choir first thing in the morning..stupid bus came damm late and as a result had to take cab at lucky plaza..haha i told the driver to drive fast!like amazing race like that haha..after i alighted race to sch man haha n found out i didn't need to rush..everyone was taking their own sweet time..anyway we got our lanyard today..not bad lar orange hehe..had choir and luckily time passed damm quickly..went to bugis with michelle to meet up with debbie..oh ya met wenfeng and his gf there also..quite a weird meeting i would say..anyway haven seen debbie in ages man and she didn't change much lar haha..had KFC then went to take neoprints..talk lots of crap and found out some info for xb too bout her guy n stuff hiyo..anyway after that went back to sch then had piano lesson..today lesson was a real flop man..wasn't happy with my playing at all..last week i played too lightly..this week too heavy hiyo!!its driving me nuts man!!was quite upset bout it lar..luckily aaron cancelled practice so i went straight to the hospital to visit my ah ma who is still there..i realise old ppl have quite a boring life at the hospital..as illiterate they cant read..and there is no tv in the ward hiyo..they just sit there n literally stone man..hope i will never be like that next time haha..well after that went home with my parents for dinner..no mood today to eat dunno why..oh ya anyway i wanna take a trip with my friends at the end of this year..a nice long holiday break so ppl if u got any suggestions where to go tell me k..mx prob after your final exam we could go somewhere haha..i shall start saving money now man..i think i really need a trip..really dying here..and it would be nice without parents so i need a place to go to now haha..
9:27 PM Saturday, January 15, 2005
well what can i say man..this week of sch is equally taxing as last week..more work was given as usual..but then again it was quite fun lar..on wed met up with liz,min,gen,ben and weixiang and of course shu as well for dinner..it was nice just sitting down n chatting rubbish haha..oh ya i remember mrs jesse ho coming to sch to give us a talk on CCAs in sec sch..was boring but interesting also lar to find out some facts..then on thurs our class almost put dr kan to tears..i think some ppl were just damm used to thomas method of putting everything online so we dont really need to copy during class but actually i would rather copy..in a way i wont fall asleep..well everyone has their own methods lar but i think dr kan is a gd teacher who really knows her stuff man..she already took so much effort to do the powerpoint so just copy lar..wont die actually..its whether u want to do it or not..simply speaking we are being spoon fed already n ppl still want more..in a way i did feel sorry for her lar..and somemore i was damm irritated during her lecture..someone kept insulting her the whole lesson..couldn't concentrate copying already yet keep making so much noise..i'm glad i told the person to shut up after everything was over man..well then there wasn't NIE lesson also so that was great!on friday went to school and there was a masterclass going on..didn't know i was accepted to chamber choir so i went for the masterclass then later had 2 escots to bring me for choir lol..at night went to celebrate michelle's 18 birthday which is actually today so HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!haha..went to newton with her,sharon,jeremiah,aaron and colin..not bad lar..ordered so much food and keep eating..the food was great..oh ya then found out that ah ma was admitted to the hospital cause she had a fall..was damm worried man but nothing was broken and she is ok..after dinner went to holland v for coffee..we all sat in jeremiah's van..quite interesting ride there haha..met weixiang there..didn't expect to see him but in a way expected also lar since he is always there..sat at coffee bean n talk crap until it was time to go i guess..oh ya sis is finally home!!yay..so happy..she quite poor thing man..lost her specs during the camp..her shoe soles came off n her backpack tore..haha..but well she is back so thats gd..and finally today..suppose to stay home and do all my homework but i had a teaching assignment!!haha yes..all thanks to lifeng that i managed to teach a small girl today..the agency person was lifeng's friend i think..anyway i realise its damm hard to teach a little girl who doesn't really communicates with you..she answers one word only and there i am talking so much haha..but glad its only 45 mins..after came home to do some homework then went out to the hospital to visit ah ma..haha wad started with 5 of us ended up with 12 of us crowding around 1 bed in the hospital..i think my grandma has the most visitors in the hospital at one time man haha..went there from bout 6-8 then came home for dinner..ate at almost 9pm..starving like crazy..and now i'm here..tired as usual..
i realise sec sch friends are the people u will really treasure in your life man..there may be misunderstands and quarrels but they are the ones who will be always there for u especially the close ones..not saying that my nafa friends wont be..they will i hope so as they are also great but its the 4 years in your sec sch life that u go through major exams with n spend most of the time with..haha so i'm proud to have a great bunch of them..
9:56 PM Tuesday, January 11, 2005
i'm highly contented that i have finished my composition haha..i think i might even use the melody for the actual piece cause it sounds quite nice though some parts sound weird..haha..but i'm glad..i sacrifice my tv time to do the work..took more than 1 hr just to complete 32 bars of music..damm sian man but its completed yay!!just hope mr goh will like a teeny bit of it haha..anyway these 2 days are quite alright lar i guess..just that sis is officially out of town n it gets bored around home without her at all..luckily parents are not in a quarreling mood at all..yesterday spent the whole day in sch..had choir in the morning..was quite bored man..then later piano in the late afternoon..well miss lim wasn't really impress with my playing skills but at least i practice so she just ask me to practice more haha..after that went popular to get sis books..spend quite long there man..dunno doing what..after that came back for commuter's concert..haha i slept throughout all the solo pieces..after that dinner with wice,cynthia,july and charlyn..then went home lar..watch tv and sleep..haha wad a life man..then today rush to sch in the morning..late as usual..had all the lessons..then came home at 4 plus..didn't really want to do compo till bout 7 plus..and i am glad i did lar haha..just need to do the synopsis now..oh ya some ppl are damm irritating man..put the books in my locker and have no motivation to remove them at all..and now the locker is pilling damm full with books that i have to start bringing books home cause there is no space..all cause unnecessary ppl put their things in my locker darn..i think i should just directly tell the person tomorrow to remove it man..argh..irritating creeps..
9:12 PM Sunday, January 09, 2005
one week of sch is finally over..and i am really glad for that..now i just hope that jen tham allows me to take chamber choir so i don't need to go sch on monday..i think i do need the break lar..anyway the weekend was quite good..on sat decided not to go out with liz n min for dinner cause aunt doreen n zhen came for dinner n i was darn tired lar..also there was loads of work to do already..and luckily i finish most of them..i am left with composition n short notes..good..anyway the steak that aunt doreen cooked was damm gd man..ate 3 pieces..haha i'm sure greedy..but it was really gd..then today thought we were going shopping but nope went to a fish and goat farm at lim chu kang there..uncle hock n auntie kelly brought us there..not bad lar..the goat farm goat's were damm cute..and i drank goat's milk with chocolate..still bland but it didn't taste too bad..then at the fish farm i managed to catch a fish!!its not those farm where u buy the fishes to put in your fish tanks but its those where u buy one whole big fish to eat..i saw how the butcher slaughtered the live frogs..its quite disguisting lar but i enjoyed watching it haha..they even remove the skin of the frog man..haha quite funny..anyway had the fresh fish for dinner tonight..it was sure gd..the meat was really tender and soft..so different from the usual fishes we eat..well my sis will be going for camp for the next 5 days so i will be damm bored at home argh!!!!hope there isn't much work next week man..
9:09 PM Friday, January 07, 2005
this is the first starting week of sch n i am already feeling damm stress n seriously sch time table is so damm hectic!!its so damm hectic that i became extremely blur bout everything..lets see ar monday was the first day n everyone sure did have such a huge reaction of my hair haha..went to sch for plain 40 mins n it was over cause it was just an intro to the new students..well lets just say up to today i dunno anyone yet..then starting from tues it was lessons everyday till today..rebecca kan sure did keep up man giving us so much work on the first day already..anyway on monday being a light day i didn't sleep on the train while going home but guess wad..from tues till today every single day journey home is filled with sleeping hiyo..lessons were really detailed n impacted me sia..everyday lesson was damm important..and i have a few lessons even clashing..so must decide which lesson was more important to go man..oh ya i finally changed my elective despite not wanting the fact to change at first but well everyone of the MOE ppl were taking that n they said it was useful so well i took ensemble training n directing instead..and as i return to sch for another year of lessons i realise my sch is filled with lots of scandals man..its so darn scaring..you will never know whats going on..i'm so so tired i dunno how am i going to survive the whole year man..then again i must pesevere n do well..didn't know mr goh had high expectations of me..anyway outside sch..i realise i dunno whats wrong with some ppl..is it so easy to just lie n pretend nothing happen?i am seriously wondering how can it happen like that..simply speaking one of my friend just lied directly to be for bout 1 year n i didn't know bout it until i found out this week..argh..i don't wanna type out the whole thing here lar but well u can ask me if u want..mx i promise to tell u the next time i meet u k!hope to see u soon..
on a lighter note my sis receive the st margs yearbook and i saw the appreciation they did for mrs lee..its was minimal but really gd..i was still quite touchy bout the issue that she passed away so quickly n of course memories came back again..didnt know mrs lee husband donated 250000 to the sch to build the performing arts building..so generous of him man..then again mrs lee deserve it lar for building the sch up..oh ya there is a new award given on speech day now also..its called 'caroline lee award for performing arts'..was quite shocked man..this kind of award also have..
anyway next week schedule is even more hectic i believe..i sure have to do more things despite dropping piano ensemble already..busy busy busy..argh..
9:27 PM Monday, January 03, 2005
the whole of last week was gd i would say..had lots of fun hanging out n meeting the various ppl..basically mon n tues stayed at home to slack lar..then on wed met up with huimin,liz and weixiang..went shopping around orchard n basically just crap lar..went breeks first for a mini dinner before heading off to henry's bar at holland v to have a drink since weixiang was dying to go there man..drank some blue sweet drink which after drinking half u will feel damm sian man..and of course ate potato wedges which i know only cost 4 bucks for one big plate haha..soccer match between singapore n myanmmar was going on n we were quite excited man..then later headed over to haagen daaz to see ben working n to eat there also lar..its quite nice seeing him and his gf working together haha..oh ya he is able to drive now man..rich sia..and also very envious of course haha..then by 9 plus rush back to watch amazing race man but disappointing lor..they showed the back episodes argh..received an amusing call at night..seriously i was quite shocked with the news that was being told lar..it made me ponder on my friendships with ppl and why things aren't said to me instead wanting me to find out and be even more hurt..wad i once thought was over came back to haunt me again..sometimes i do think is it so hard to tell?then again its not a life n death suitation that can't be said so why not just say?i don't even think i will get upset over it..its just weird lar..well for the past few days i have been finding out things lar or should i say investigating..but the conclusion is very undecisive..in a way i am glad sch has started cause i can dont anyhow think n concentrate on sch argh..
on fri met up with rach,sc and min to watch phantom of the opera..ok lar the show wasn't really that bad..the songs were nice as they had meaning and it was simply sweet lar..after that xb arrived then we went round finding silver rings for our friendship ring haha..sadly mx wasn't able to join us lar n we missed her but still all the best for your tests!had dinner at big O..food was quite nice leh..and the desert was even nicer..haha after dinner went to watch meet the fockers..yupz 2 shows in one day..haha the movie is quite lame lar actually and a little draggy but as always a happy perfect ending..then after that it was a few mins to countdown..2 sides of countdown were heard in orchard man..while walking through borders there a group of ah neis actually sprayed the foam on all of us..it sure did stink man..super smelly..was quite annoyed after that man..quickly went to wash it off..then no mood liao i wanted to go home badly haha..luckily sc mom came n fetch us..reached home bout 2 like that..on the whole it was quite fun lar..
sat stayed at home to rest man..dinner time n aunt doreen n zhen came over for steamboat..was quite sian man..i realise parents do like to repeat certain things over n over again man..even my cousin gf is like so damm interesting to talk bout hiyo..
well sunday went to great world city where dad decided to eat at crystal jade..ate until damm full man but was so irriated with the ginger in the porridge..must remember to never ask for ginger next time argh..dinner was simple i guess since everyone was so eager to watch ocean eleven haha..
and now i am in the com lab cause i do not want to go home again..yes home cause this morning my parents were shouting at each other damm loudly..dunno what they were arguing about man..i got so scared that i quickly wake up..just when i was thinking yesterday that everything was going well at home without any quarrels so far one has to errupt today..sure is scary man..now i am actually scared to go home argh..i want to ask my mom wad happen but she will say its my dad's fault so no point asking..i shall see how it goes tonight lar arghhh...i must pray!
2:52 PM Saturday, January 01, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha shall update tmr....damm lazy now hehe..
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